The February Dead

By Aileen Ballantyne

(Nurses’ deaths from Covid, February 2021)

Among the February dead, they name you: 


Herminio Abalos, 
nurse across care homes, 
Dundee, Scotland. 


Your name: Herminio, 
means soldier. 
Tonderai Dzingai, ward manager,  
Barnet, Enfield and Haringey Mental Health, NHS Trust. Tonderai is ‘may we remember.’ 
Ameta Rooplal, respiratory nurse, 
Sandwell and West Birmingham Hospital NHS Trust. Ameta translates to infinity: 
the world began with such hands, 
calming hands, 

hands that hold the comb, 
hold her hair back, 
hold the bowl, 

hands that hold her close, 
no-one alone, 

hands that pick up the phone 
tell us its time
tell us to come, 

hands that hold the i-Pad
hands behind glass, 

hands that steady us, 
hands that want us to hold 
the one we loved most, 

but keep us remote, 
to save us from harm, 

hands: taking the place 
of our hands, 

hands gloved in blue, 
hands rubbed red-raw:
hands that carry us, 
hands that clean the wound, 
staunch the flow. 

Hands that can’t rest 

lest the world break 
if they stop. 

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